In memory of Teresa Margaret Mahfouz, beloved sister.
“On his back, Robert must have had time to see something beautiful, and not just the ugliness of a city street at the end of life. Even with the tremendous pain in his badly gutted belly he would have looked up beyond the fire escapes and the windows with their glittery trees and television glows, to the sky about the rooftops. A sky shimmery with the possibilities of death; lights exaggerated, the heavens peeled back- a swirling haze of nebulae and comets – in some distant place, intimations of the new beginning into which he would soon journey.” Oscar Hijuelos, Mr. Ives’ Christmas
The last Wednesday Writing Prompt, Dueling With Words to Stop Gun Violence, November 1, was the gift of Evelyn Augusto, the poet who initiated an effort with the same name. Details are in that post. Clearly Evelyn’s passion comes out of personal loss and experience and she is not alone in this. Gun violence – self-directed and other-directed – touches all our lives to one degree or another. In this collection I’ve included my own Girl in a Wooden Box, which was published on this site and elsewhere but bears repeating as a cautionary tale about depression and the abundance of and ease of obtaining guns and ammunition.
Thanks to Evelyn and to Lisa Ashley, Paul Brookes, Sonja Benskin Mesher, Kakahli Das Ghosh, Renee Espriu and Colin Blundell for participating in this prompt and taking a valued stand against gun violence.
His First Gun, A True Story
(For DJ)
His first gun was a .357. He was seven,
sitting in the front seat.
His cousin, Dwayne, 16, was driving.
His 5-year-old brother in the back seat.
It was a drug deal.
New Orleans.
Some guys wanted our stuff.
Dwayne always said,
“Shoot ‘em before you let them rob you.”
Pow, pow, pow!
Dwayne is hit in the head!
Grab the wheel!
Tried to stop the blood.
He stopped breathing.
We all had guns.
We couldn’t take him to the hospital.
We dragged Dwayne into the bushes
beside the canal
and left him there.
Later, we went back.
Only some brown stuff on the leaves.
He was just gone.
The dreams were really bad.
They went on for a long time.
I’ve been doing the negativity for a long time.
I told my mom I’m done with this.
I’m going to give my life to God.
And football.
I can’t be in here any more.
I need to be back in school and training.
I’ve always been good at sports.
My coach said I was a freak, I’ve got a lot of talent.
I can’t get my GPA up in this school in here.
We take stupid classes in here like “life skills.”
What’s that?
My cousin said it was family business,
I needed to do it for the family.
I was like 10,11.
I went to do the deal.
I took out some of the stuff,
showed it to the guys.
They wanted to see it all.
I told them only after I got the money.
They told me to get in the car.
They started to grab me.
I took out my gun.
Pop, pop, pop!
I ran.
They didn’t come after me.
I went home.
I stayed inside all night and all day.
I didn’t go to school.
I didn’t go out.
I sleep with my gun.
When I wake up I check it.
I put it on the toilet while I take a shower.
I put it in my pants when I’m done.
Then I go out the house.
People think gun violence is all about the adults.
It’s not.
It’s the teens that got the guns.
I know a 12 year old in here had a .50.
It was so big he could hardly handle it.
All the kids have guns.
One time I had so many guns
couldn’t fit them all in my backpack.
I have to protect my mother and my sister.
But I know no matter how many guns I have
something can happen.
Guns aren’t good.
But I feel safer when I have one.
When my mother came for a visit last week
I told her the next time she sees a gun
it will be registered.
The next time she sees money on me
it will be money from my job.
I’ll give her half.
I’m done with this shit.
© 2017, Lisa Ashley (www.lisaashleyspiritualdirector.com)
Our Massacre
Always portray the killer as deranged,
abnormal, an aberration of society.
Their actions are not those of us
ordinary decent folk, though we arm
ourselves to the teeth with the same
firepower we are reasonable.
Their geography is not ours. We must
distance ourselves. This person
Is not an old friend, a neighbour.
They are a stranger who acts
strangely. We must stress, though often
this behaviour is rare, an anomaly.
We do not know this person
who kills our friends and neighbours.
© 2017, Paul Brookes (The Wombwell Rainbow, Inspiration, History, Imagination)
The Enemy
is a thing, not a person
you chat to, smile with,
laugh with, share your bairns
With. They are something
you respond to and at, not with.
Once seen as it they are easier
to kill, to make redundant.
Don’t worry if this is a symptom
of a psychopath. It is the others
that are mentally deranged, not you.
© 2017, Paul Brookes (The Wombwell Rainbow, Inspiration, History, Imagination)
Guns Are (From A World Where 2)
good. Make you feel safe.
Make you more responsible,
like your own child. Nobody
hurts my child. I’ll shoot anyone
that does. My child needs
A decent education. Some shooter
Who wants to be famous kills
my little one in lessons.
I’m glad I’ve got my gun
so I can kill the shooter
and his family. Guns are good.
Make folk sit up and listen.
© 2017, Paul Brookes (The Wombwell Rainbow, Inspiration, History, Imagination)
..97 the acting..
presume it was. walking
the lane, looked back,
boys in black, turn,
suddenly run shooting.
shouting. turn,
do it all again,
again. i turn,
all i see is heat haze.
we have four dead now.
© 2017, Sonja Benskin Mesher (Sonja Benskin Mesher, RCA and Sonja’s Drawings)
#An octopus of black smoke#
You love violence
You love bloodshed…
A perpetual war you fought
in an endless night…..
Where lies bravery while you kill innocence…
When your loud laughter
ruptures ailing hearts..
Your firm stick beats flimsy backs…
You are courageous
when the other stands before you with
tender eyes and limp knees…
You are rich when the other is bankrupt.
Have you ever thought that a spiral knot of bankruptcy ..
an octopus of black smoke is approaching to you..
Your throat would be choked
Your breathing would be amiss..
The faint one you desired to distract has also a garden like you
Where flowers flourish Colorful butterflies fly
Humble bees buzz every day and night..
How many jewels have you grabbed
How many rivers of peace have flown through your chest
Being so aggressive..
Now a cloud of languish is nearer to you
A fear of being lost is chasing you..
Your garden may demolish by his musket …
Now its not a face to face war
Its a revenge of mass killing Numerous bloody rivers
would be created ..
You are unknown of it
You are unaware of this new bloody horror
You are ignorant of losing your lovable birdhouse…
If you kenned that…
you never did grab that firegun
Never became a witch bloodthirsty.
© 2017, Kakali Das Ghosh
Guns Are Not the Path to Peace
The child found what looked like a toy
but when a way was found
to fulfill curiosity
found their friend
lying dead at their feet
guns are not the answer to feeling secure
left lying within the reach of
innocence
she was about her morning
preparing breakfast
on yet another Valentine’s Day
when she heard a gunshot
fill the air
and looking ’round
found her husband
of many years crumpled
in the doorway
dead…a gun in his hand
guns are not the answer to depression,
to problems seemingly
having no answer
Leaders of the world always disagreeing
make plans for larger armies
to carry more guns
to kill more people who are caught
in the cross hairs
guns are not the answer to solutions
for forcing others to agree
to another countries’ ideas
guns are not the path to peace
© 2017 Renee Espriu (Renee Just Turtle Flight and Inspiration, Imagination & Creativity with Wings, Haibun, AR, Haiku & Haiga)
Girl in a Wooden Box
packing
my blue bag
pocketing
my lipstick
turning my back
to Brentwood
I’m on my way home.
Brooklyn beckons
as it always did
as it always does
Hudson River
city parks
a cacophony of languages
a melting pot
She’s on her way too.
by air
not track
her trunk
packed
by strangers
shipped
light
with flip-flops
a blouse
a skirt
poor
practical
that would be her
Occasionally I’d seen her laugh.
I’m
on my way
train grumbling
wheels screeching
town
upon town
Flatbush- a hub
and my stop
and there was my aunt
and there was my mother
and there was the news
Teresa Margaret
is on her way home
shipped
from Florida
on a DC10
stored
along with her trunk
a girl in a wooden box
in a cargo hold
a poor cold girl
Colder bullet in her head.
© 2017, Jamie Dedes
And this addition to the post from Colin Blundell:
Jamie: I notice that I’m 23 minutes late with this! I was stumped with the prompt, sound though it is! I can only think that the world will only change when individuals decide to make a difference. Fifty years ago I signed the Peace Pledge Union pledge: ‘I renounce war and refuse to support or sanction another…’ Anybody who supports the possession of guns and threatens others with bombs is, in my book, just a bloody idiot and I note that the world is full of them, from Trump & Co to the latest shooter…
For a few days I have contemplated posting this bit of irony:–
I don’t like to admit my views in public
because there’s too much – far too much –
for public people to attack:
you see I’m a vegetarian anarcho-pacifist
I’m vegetarian
because I believe in a fair deal for cows
I disapprove of kings
while bombs & guns scare me
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